Thy Goings On

11:27AM - it's been a while

haha...
looking back at my past entries, I think I obsessed over boys a little too much.
Heres an update for those who care...
The chick in Kansas cheated on Mat.
He is a douche.
I don't want to be with him anymore.
I survived band camp.
Mat did not.
It was rather funny.

I actually have a good boyfriend now...
Drugs are bad.
That is why I stopped doing them.
Pretty much.
I dunno what else to say.
Gonna go watch a movie.
bai bai

Current mood: happy

Current music: Hitler-Rammstein

10:40PM - wow......

So, I don't think I've posted an entry since like november, but that's alright...
I'm just bored and hating life & mi madre is looking over my shoulder so life is a tad bit suckier....
ugh...band camp starts tomorrow & I don't think I can face fuckface...
If I were ever to commit suicide, I wouldn't be surprised if I did it this week.

Here's an updat on life...kinda:
Since I was with Sevryn (last post)  he moved & we broke up so I waited for a while & then thought I foud a good boyfriend at the end of the school year, but that ended when one of my exes from forever ago sabotaged me.....
so then mat & I had been working towards a relationship again & when we finally got somewhere...he's in a relationship with some typical emo chick in Kansas--probably just as a reason to not have a relationship, even though she'll probably have another boyfriend in kansas soon enough.

uhm...that was probably a waste of time for anyoe who read it...

10:16PM - SAW IV

Was pretty much awesome...lol
I have a new boyfriend-I saw it with him. I think he cringed more than I did lol..
b4 it started we smoked a couple of bowls & it was....fun

Q-why did you change ur name to Jamia!?
luv ya!! 

Current mood: cheerful

Current music: Tickle Me Pink

12:29AM - hehe

Writers Block:

What are you afraid of?

Answer:
hmmm.....
mostly people & pink (the color)
yea...not afraid of much
probably afraid of others, mind just not functioning well at the moment

Current mood: crappy

Current music: Famous Last Words-MCR

10:23PM - Writers Block

Question:
How did you spend summers when you were a kid? 

O geez...
When I was really young I used-to go to my Grandma's house for the entire summer.
Yea, at times I miss her, but she's kinda scary so I'd only visit for a little over a week now.

Current mood: drunk

Current music: AFI (A Fire Inside)

5:45PM - help

idk wat 2 do...
my bf has no time to hang out ever
I need advice:
I've seriously thought about leaving him for someone who might spend more time with me
what should I do???

Current mood: confused

Current music: MCR

6:57PM - good news...

I can walk perfectly now!! I should be able to jog by tomorrow & I might be able to run by Wednesday!!!!

I hope I can still join track...

We shall find out

Current mood: groggy

Current music: dog barking

1:02AM - myspace

My comp. is being really stupid. 
This is the third tim I've tried writing this same entry.
So...yea.
The reason for this entry is to tell u all that you should visit my myspace
I am really bored & want comments on anything.
I just updated my profile so that my user-pic user-name & background match.
So yah...enough blah--the URL is:
www.myspace.com/kuntrygrl241 
Yah...visit & coment. Give me something to look at.

ME~

Current mood: blank

Current music: Matilda--Movie

9:29PM - classification

New discovery...thanks to my bf I am now gomo.

That is a mixture of Goth & Emo. He also kinda think I am a skater punk, but I would kill him if he went that far.

I hate it when people try to classify you. If any more people try to classify me...I will probably end up commiting suicide--hey look-I'm emo-ish.

Current mood: jubilant

Current music: UltraViolet--Movie

11:44AM - Eh...

Meh...

I just walked to the High-School so I could--NOT see my bf. He told me to meet him there after Football practice, so I did.
When I got there he was already gone. 
How lovely is that??

Just one more reason to break up with the stupid jock. I should've just done it when he called me a bitch. 
What an ass!

More later
Here's a picture of him...sorry its so bad

Current mood: drained

Current music: Stick It-Movie...not music

10:06AM - Poll/Writers-Block

What was the last wedding you went to? Were you in the wedding? 
Answer:

The Last Wedding I went to it just-so-happens I was in. It was my Uncle's wedding.

BLAH

I was too old to be flower girl, but too young to be a brides-maid at the time...so I was a junior-brides-maid. It was so boring. 
They made me wear a dress that was floofy...& yes I said floofy. The shoes were horrendous too. I will never do it again.

I want my wedding to be very low-scale. Perhaps the groom will wear a dress & I'll wear a suit. Otherwise we'll both wear suits. If anything else happens I'll let you all know. Not that you'd care, but I have nothing else to do...so-yea.

9:13AM - txt

BAH!!! My txt isn't working at the moment & its making me mad!

What to say??

Yah...I haven't posted an entry in quite a while, have I? Oh Well...I'll post one soon-not his one-but another one.

1:06PM - Bikeball

Let me just start off  saying that bikes and footballs do NOT mix. So I was Riding home from my lesson about fifteen mins. ago on my bike, and I made the stupid choice to go past the football fields where everyone is practicing & getting ready for High-School football. Anyways, I'm riding past and a ball hits my tire & I go sliding across the cement. My violin case broke my fall, so I didn't get hurt, but now the case is all scratched up...this is gonna be fun to explain.

I also got to see a good view of the sky...IDK...stupidity--tehe

Done for now
Long Live !n$@N!ty...

9:36AM - Lessons

I have lessons today--whoopie
They are a pain-in-the-ass, and always run over by atleast 40 mins. Also, I have to try to show up at my bf's football practice, and battle around the workers that are re-paving my street.
Why do they have to do it now?! Plus they started so early this morning...it's just frustrating is all. So yah, thats my story for this portion of the day, perhaps another update later.

Forever Living,
ME

Current mood: annoyed

Current music: Atreyu

8:01PM - I'm Back!!!

Its been a while...

Ummm...what to say. Sorry, but I haven't been able to post anything in a while, I've been busy/out-of-town. Seattle was fun, but I don't think I'll do it again.
In other words...meh

My mom is trying to battle my school, because my math teacher gave me a poor grade on my math final just because I didn't show all my work, and it is an ongoing thing that is driving me crazy.

Alternatively, I don't care...tehe. I have died my hair light-blonde with purple stripes, and my mom hates it. It turned out bad at first, and my hair was orange, but all is well now.

AGH...can I please kill my bf??? He is driving me crazy, he won't practice his instrument at all, and he doesn't get along with my best-friend. What to do??

Hope all is well,
Moi

Current mood: weird

12:01PM - Ratatouille

I got to go see Ratatouille tonight!!! 
It was so fun.
I wish I could've gone with Q, but I ended up going with Angela instead.
Oh well. 
It was so much fun.
It's Remmy!!!!!!!!

Yea...the time is wrong on this--its supposed to be a.m.

Current mood: giddy

Current music: Pirates of The Caribbean 3 soundtrack

10:42AM - Sociabitch

Tonight was terrible!

There was a school 'social' tonight & my bf decided to call me a bitch because I wasn't having fun because I hate socials & he wanted me to go so bad.

So much for being together five months...maybe we'll work it out--but he keeps denying it, so I'm not sure if it will.

Yah...the time is screwed up...its supposed to be p.m.

Current mood: bitchy

Current music: A mix CD

10:37PM - Meh

Hi all,

  I am bored again. I am truly very sorry for anyone who is reading this blog entry right now, because I just talk about nothing basically. Like my boyfriend, who sleeps way too much. I hate tournament weekends, because it is hours on end of Baseball, and it gets tiring. Especially when they're playing as home team, because the complex has no shade whatsoever. I got a really good tan last weekend, though.

~A Person

Current mood: blah

10:34PM - Friday

  I know I sound completely nuts, but I am glad to announce that right now, at this very moment, it is my five month anniversary with my Boyfriend. I just got back from one of his games, he plays Baseball, & rocks!!  Ummm...yah  I am strange--don't ask. His little brother is really annoying, though. We think it's odd that he's like a foot and-a-half shorter than us, but is only two years younger. Okay...I'm mindlessly typing (very bored).                

  Done for now, maybe some new-news later

Current mood: exhausted